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Post by rin on Dec 9, 2009 20:49:11 GMT -5
Rin looked at sesshomeru as he wiped away her tears and heard his words she instently smiled "lord sesshomeru...I- admire you more then a lord...more then a father figure...I love you.." rin blurted. As she finished she turned her back. Fear swept through her and she wanted to run, run far away. She felt her years start to come back but she smiled. If that was what her lord wished her to do, she would.
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Post by Nukdae on Dec 10, 2009 19:30:36 GMT -5
Love? How many have said that to him before? Only one, that he could recall, but she was dead, now, so it did not matter. But, Rin was very much alive. Sesshoumaru regarded Rin careful, unsure of what to make of her words. He was usually oblivious to these things, choosing to ignore them, but this was Rin, and he knew exactly what she meant. Her posture also told him that this was not just a silly human joke.
She was also sad. Why else would she still be crying? That was what humans did when they were sad, right? But why? He had not said anything to her, yet. He just did not know how to react to her emotions.
Perhaps, for the first time in his long life, he was hesitant. "You shouldn't fall in love with youkai," he said after a few tense moments of silence. He was not rejecting her, but he was not accepting her, either. His voice was almost sad, perhaps regretful. He did not want to hurt her, though. That was the problem. Humans and youkai just were not meant for each other, at least, that was how he saw it. It was an excuse, and he knew it, but would not admit it.
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Post by rin on Dec 10, 2009 19:57:35 GMT -5
Sesshomeru was silent for a long while. To Rin it felt like an entrnity. When he did finally speak his words, she knew were not ment to hurt her, but the simple words she knew all to well to be true. But you couldn't help it. Love just happened "saying that because of your father. You belive inuyashas mother to be the cause if his dimise. But it was his rival and previous wounds. But it does happen.." rin bite her lip knowing used gone out of line. She deserved a slap on the face, but knew her lord would not do so. Maybe rin should have taken hoshiru up on the marrige propesel? Rin shock her head No! Humans betrayed each other and left. With no one to help protect you. She could only trust her lord and jaken. Ron held her head high. Her back straight. She was ready for whatever her lord would do. "I accept my words and will not take them back." she told him. She didn't want to accept the truth of his words. She couldn't.
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Post by Nukdae on Dec 11, 2009 19:34:15 GMT -5
How had it come to this? Sesshoumaru would have been perfectly content to still be waiting patiently by the tree for Rin to finish her bath. But, now, there was such a tense atmosphere and talk about a forbidden love, he just did not know what to do. He was capable of ruling a vast expanse of land, maybe more, he could stand up to the strongest of youkai in battle, he could slay thousands of lives in a single stroke of his sword without a second thought, and yet, a single human had caused him to hesitate and become unsure.
He needed an excuse. Anything that would prevent him from getting further involved with this human. He did not want to lose her, though. Such a dilemma.
"I cannot make you happy," he said finally, saying it more for himself. It was what he wanted to believe. This went against everything he thought to be right, and yet he cared for Rin. But, how did he care for her? Was it as a father, or was it as a lover? He wanted to make himself believe that such a relationship could never happen. Denial was the word.
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Post by rin on Dec 12, 2009 18:04:46 GMT -5
Happiness took so many forms, his presence near her made her happy, didn't he know that? Rin looked at him and spoke Lord Sesshomeru-Sama, You are blind. I am always happy whenever you are near me. And whithought you my world is grey. Sesshomeru-Sama. She took his large hand in her hand and gave him a faint smile. She wanted to say something, but she didn't know hat to say. So she got on her tip toes, and kissed his cheek, like she had done a million times over the years Thank you for protecting me. lord Sesshomeru-Sama. She whispered. Turning her back on the Great Dog Demon. KNowing she'd made a huge mistake in reviling her feelings for her Lord.
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Post by Nukdae on Dec 13, 2009 2:25:28 GMT -5
Sesshoumaru gave Rin a look of utter confusion. Their definitions of happiness were different, and he did not understand how his presence caused her joy at all. Perhaps he could relate, though. He did feel a little better when he was around Rin, instead of having her off somewhere on her own. Or maybe that was just because he was protective of her.
He really did not like where this conversation was going. Rin could act like she was fine and everything would go back to normal afterwards, but he would still be able to sense that there was something wrong, and he did not want it to be that way.
Compliantly, he let her touch his hand and place a kiss on his cheek. She was probably the only human that he would allow to do such things. After a moment, he took hold of her and brought her close to him in a loose, one armed hug. "If that is truly what makes you happy, then stay with your lord and allow no one to take you from me," he said. His words were a bit contradicting, having told her that she should not fall in love with youkai, and yet, he was telling her to never leave him for someone else.
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Post by rin on Dec 13, 2009 11:28:57 GMT -5
Rin felt her Lord bring her in to him in a loose hug, although it was one armed, it still made Rin feel safe. She listened to his words. Confused. If he had said that she could still stay with him and allow no one to take her from him...Then wasn't he basically saying the opposite of what we had talked about earlier? Rin looked up at her Lord, she would do so. No matter what. Even if she was old and dying. She'd never leave his side. She did go and spend time with Kaede once every month in summer, just because Lord sesshomeru thought it best, and that she didn't mind. She liked that village actually. No one tried to make her stay, and no one scolded her for being around Lord Sesshomeru. Rin spoke. Her eyes looking at the Golden Orbs of her Lord. I shall. Forever and always. Just as she said that, an idea came to her head. M'Lord. Is it possible for a human to never die? Like become Immortal to an extent? She asked. She had to barely raise her head up any more, Rin could now reach Sesshomeru's mid chest area now, and when she was done growing she'd Proboly reach his neck or a bit higher.
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Post by Nukdae on Dec 14, 2009 19:58:57 GMT -5
Her first words made him feel more comfortable. But her question made him pause. Sesshoumaru stared down at Rin, giving her a look that would suggest he thought her to be odd. Why would Rin think of this? No, wait. He did know why.
"Letting a demon possess a human's body will give them an extended life," he explained, releasing her from his hold, not too happy, but it was hard not to answer Rin's questions. There was probably another way, but Sesshoumaru did not care much for it since he was a youkai and had no worry of old age, so he rarely paid attention. He vaguely recalled something about a jewel that his half-brother would babble on about. Then there was Kohaku who had briefly traveled with them with his single shard able to sustain his life. "Do not speak of such things, Rin," he added, not wanting the girl to get any ideas.
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Post by rin on Dec 14, 2009 20:05:26 GMT -5
Rin looked at Lord Sesshomeru and down casted her eyes. But-Oh, All right. She felt his hand move away from hers and she began to walk around. Not sure what to do. He didn't look pleased at all Did my question offened M'lord? Rin asked
Occ:Horrible!!
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Post by Nukdae on Dec 15, 2009 16:51:44 GMT -5
Sesshoumaru would have sighed, were he one to do so, but instead, he regarded Rin carefully. He had not been offended at all, he was just worried for her, though he would never admit to such a thing.
He truly did not want Rin to ruin her innocent life by prolonging it with unnatural means only to be with him. Though, he had given her a choice to leave and live normally among humans many times, and yet, she had chosen to stay. Human life may have seemed short to him, but he knew that it would seem long to a human. Rin was still considered young to both humans and youkai, so she still had many years ahead of her. Though, such a subject made him wary, he did not wish to speak of this any further, especially not with Rin.
"No, Rin," he answered, his voice measured so as not to betray him. "Are you done here, or should I leave you to your privacy, again?" he asked, still watching her. He wanted to leave, the overwhelming scent of humans was starting to get to him, but if Rin wanted to stay a bit longer, he would not protest.
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Post by rin on Dec 15, 2009 22:58:04 GMT -5
The sound of the Inu demons voice made the young teen girl gaze into his yellow orbs "I am done here M'Lord. I am sorry for the trouble I have caused. And I shouldn't have spoken to you like that earlier. About your father. Tis not wise." rin gave him a apologetic smile and then blinked in surprise as a rain drop hit her nose. "it's raining!?" Rin looked up at the dark sky and soon felt rain droplets beating on top her head. Rin loved the rain, she loved the smell, as it came, before and after. As long as it wasn't thundering on top her head, she enjoyed it. Right now the rain felt like a light shower. Sprinkles of water adorned her black hair. Making it damp. her Kimono was starting to get a bit wet as well. Rin didn't care though. She went and spun around in it. Acting childish. She didn't care. She was having a great time. Lord Sesshomeru! Come ! She beckoned to him with her hand, she didn't know if he had ever played in the rain, but the thought of her Great and all powerful Inu Youkui Lord, Heir to the Throne, playing in the rain with her, A fifteen year old girl, made Rin burst out in a fit of laughter.
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Post by Nukdae on Dec 20, 2009 23:57:44 GMT -5
Sesshoumaru pretty much ignored the comment about his father. He did not care, anyway. At her words, he began to turn away to travel away from here, but paused when Rin began to get excited about the change in weather. He watched her for a moment, then she told him to come and join her. He only gave her a questioning look. Come and do what? He was definitely not the frolicking type.
He only continued to watch her as she suddenly burst out laughing for no real apparent reason. He would never understand her.
"Let's go, Rin," he said gently after a couple of minutes, letting her have her fun. He paid no attention to the rain, it was only water, after all, and would do him no harm. But, if he thought about it, since Rin was only human, she could catch a cold for getting too wet for too long.
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